You were never meant to carry it all.
The silence.
The shame.
The sadness you tucked away to stay connected.
The rage you buried just to feel safe.
But your body remembers.
Your bones remember.
And now—it’s time to return.
This is a sacred descent into the heart of your childhood experiences..
A weekend journey into the places you’ve long exiled:
The tender.
The anger.
The unmet needs.
The grief that never had permission.
We gather not to blame, but to break the pattern.
To witness, feel, and release what never belonged to you.
Hold the unmet child inside, and rise as the woman and mother she always needed.
You were never meant to carry it all.
The silence.
The shame.
The sadness you tucked away to stay connected.
The rage you buried just to feel safe.
But your body remembers.
Your bones remember.
And now—it’s time to return.
This is a sacred descent into the heart of your childhood experiences..
A weekend journey into the places you’ve long exiled:
The tender.
The anger.
The unmet needs.
The grief that never had permission.
We gather not to blame, but to break the pattern.
To witness, feel, and release what never belonged to you.
Hold the unmet child inside, and rise as the woman and mother she always needed.
It’s a return to yourself.
A rite of passage.
A reclamation.
With the support of sacred sisterhood, elemental ritual, and the soft, heart opening tea ceremony with an introductory psychedelic experience, you’ll be gently guided into the emotional terrain you’ve been taught to avoid—and you will be held, nurtured, and loved through every step of your becoming.
We begin with the motherline—not because the father is forgotten—but because it’s through the womb, the first imprint, the first holding (or lack of it) that so much of our relational patterning begins.
And often, where there’s a mother wound, there’s also a father wound.
Arrival + grounding into safety
Setting Sacred Space for the Retreat Experience
Salt bowl & altar ceremony for intention setting
Heart opening tea ceremony (threshold level MDMA an empathogen -emotional communion, oneness, connectedness, emotional openness- medicine experience) to open the heart and soften the protective parts of you.
Guided inner journey to connect with your unmet needs + ancestral field
This is the sacred mirror. This is where you remember the truth beneath the story.
A Sacred Descent
Arrival + grounding and rooting in safety for the weekend.
Setting Sacred Space for the Retreat Experience
Salt bowl & altar ceremony for intention setting
Heart opening tea ceremony (a threshold level empathogen -emotional communion, oneness, connectedness, emotional openness- medicine experience) to open the heart and soften the protective parts of you.
Guided inner journey to connect with your unmet needs + ancestral field
This is the sacred mirror. This is where you remember the truth beneath the story.
Easy Morning check-in + journaling sharing integration insights
Somatic movement of Kundalini yoga, breathwork & journaling,
Cacao ceremony and sound bath
Letter-writing to the mother (birth mother, inner mother, ancestral mother)
This is where you feel it all. The cost of silence. The beauty of your unspoken truth. The unburdening.
A Deep Reckoning And Integration
Easy Morning check-in + journaling sharing integration insights
Somatic movement of Kundalini yoga, breathwork & journaling
Ritual of Sacred Grief + Fire Releasing:
Letter-writing to the mother (birth mother, inner mother, ancestral mother)
This is where you feel it all. The beauty of your unspoken truth. The unburdening and the cradling
Morning Kundalini flow to call your power home
Morning Kundalini flow to call your power home
Rebirth and Return
Morning Kundalini flow to call your power home
Rewiring, reweaving and rewriting the mother line thread: ancestral healing + sovereignty practices
Future-Self Activation: Who are you when you no longer carry what’s not yours?
Closing circle + Ritual of Reclamation and a celebration of the elevation.. To live as the liberated woman your lineage has been waiting for.
You’ve done the therapy—but your body still holds the ache… and the anger You’ve felt the grief but haven’t known how to complete it You long to be held in sacred space by women who get it You want to feel your truth again—in your voice, your body, your bones You’re ready to end the cycle for yourself and the generations to come
…The first time I read this definition of consent when it comes to psychedelic healing.. it made me cry in the depth and potency of this work.
I give consent to you carrying my soul across an ineffable galaxy. I give consent to uploading my consciousness, so we can both peer into it with compassion. I give consent to exploring my heartstrings together. I give consent to reconfiguring the landmines of my mind. I give consent to rewiring how I process and integrate my childhood trauma.This isn’t a surface-level self-care weekend.
It’s alchemical, ancestral, and soul-deep.
You’ll be held through a spiraling journey (inward, outward, upward, downward, above and below of emotional release, motherline healing,and a supported OPTIONAL medicine threshold experience—facilitated with reverence and trauma-informed care.
You were never meant to carry it all.
You were meant to remember.
To release.
To rise.
— space is limited for this intimate, in-person weekend experience.
Deposit accepted – Full payment due by April 15, 2026
Follow it.
This work doesn’t rush. It doesn’t push.
It calls.
Gently. Unmistakably.
If something in you is stirring—let it.
That stirring is the beginning.
👇 Click below to reserve your spot or message me directly with any questions.
I’ll walk with you every step of the way.
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